Boredomness

Yes. Bosan. Boring. Bored.

itu yg dpt dinyatakn pada isi kandungan dan title blog pade hari ini.

Staying at home is translated as relaxing to some, but bored in between.

Of coz people are suppose to feel happy at home. Ye, mmg saye suka gak lah dpt dok umah ni but not too long that is.

Penat tau.

haha.. Come to think of it, i've never been this long at home. Never.. as in xpernah dan jarang sekali coz before this, i was only at home for my semester break.
Tu pun, like one or two days or one week max coz then im off to work or goin back to Kuching.. But, huh..

I've finish my Diploma n now i am not working in the gym anymore n i am a total minus activities to do.

Dok umah :
1. Bgun pagi (tp lewat)
2. Masak
3.Bsuh Bju
4.Sidai Bju
5. Bg kucing mkn n kemas2 kandang kucing.
6.Mkn, tgk tv
7. Online / jd driver
8. dh xtau nk wat pe.

huhu maybe goin to work at Winson Heng seblah Upwell this Sunday. but, tgk lah cm ner..
The pay is ciputt.. but keje smp 12 jam.. penat tuh. n, this is my forst time working in a shoe/jeans/ sports shop.

huhu. so, wish me luck? haha.. k, nk kene g amik ain from tuition n mum from work.

bubbye world wide web..

New updates? Not..

Hmm.. gonna update soon k?
huhu

still finding the mood to write. huhu.

lalala

i.am.B.O.R.E.D.

Start of a new Beginning..

its a new start.

going to start, again.

i'll write about it lter.

Mum's coming!

cant wait..! couple of hours more till my family arrive here to pick me up n go raya shopping!
yay!

p/s: sorry to the someone that i promise to bring u to TOPMAN.
heheh.. sorry. maybe next time?

28 Ramadhan 1430 Hijrah

Yes, two more days till Eid-ul Fitr.

Can't believe that its almost Syawal.

Time does pass by without u noticing it.
Later i'll realize that i'm goin to be updating my blog from Kuching.

Uh-Oh Kuching.. how i miss Kuching.

Well, lets put the excitement of Kuching aside and talk bout Aidilfitri for a while since its just around the corner.

Tomorrow my family will be cming to JB for Raya shopping. And yes people, i havent bought my Raya clothes yet.

The theme for this year would be.... P I N K . ahah!

I know that by this time, my sis Aca is already sleeping comfortably in her bed at home.

Aww.. how i wish i were home too.
It has been 3 years that i havent had the chance to lights those lampu liko or pelita on the 27th Ramadhan, malam tujuh liko.

lampu liko / pelita

Hmm.. but instead of home. I'm here, in the gym. Doing opening today and tomorrow morning. Got to fetch Nad at the airport later tonite. She'll be arriving at 10.35pm.
Hmm.. but gotta tell her that cant go lepak2 or makan2 coz i'm gona be really2 exhausted from last nite's Birthday bash.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO PHYEN CHEW!!

Hmm... hope today i'm gonna get paid. Really am worried if i dont got any salary.
But my boss already told me i'm only not getting paid from 23rd July till 22 August 2009. Hopes she remembers what she said.

A lot is playing on my mind rite now. But just dunt wanna think about it that much. Cant think a lot rite now actually, cant figure things out when ur like half awake and half asleep but still u have responsibilities.

Hey, i love my job eventhough its tiring and exhausting. Customers comes first. Therefore, the gym needs to be open as scheduled. Dunt make them wait, let us wait for them.

See! i'm babbling out of topic rite now. Now speaking out my mind. haha..

k lorh..



Dalam kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan... Sempena Hari Lebaran yang bakal menjelma ini saya ingin mengucapkan "تَقَبَّلَ اللَّهُ مِنَّا وَمِنْكم."

‘Taqabbalallahu minna waminkum’

"Semoga Allah menerima amalan (amalan dan ibadat di Ramadhan) kami dan kamu"

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

kepada semua rakan-rakan dan taulan, sanak saudara, staff2 Excite Fitness Center, adik-beradik dan sesiape jek yang mengenali diri ini.
Ampun dan maaf dipinta jika terkasar bahasa, tersasul sini sana, terpukul atau tertampar ke, tercubit, tersalah kata, termakan minum; dipinta halalkan.
Jemput datang ke rumah saye di alamat...
PTD 1730, Kampung Melayu, Bukit siput, Segamat , Johor..
Pintu rumah sentiasa terbuka menanti kedatangan anda semua. (tp klu tertutup tuh, maksudnye xde kat umah la tu.. heheh)

Sekian, selamat menanti kedatangan Syawal yang mulia..




heres a song clip for those who are far from their families during this coming Eid.

20th Ramadhan 1430

this is what the moon looks like on the 20th Ramadhan

Ten more days to Syawal.. Macam x terase plak puase. Hamende xterasa nye.. Lagi pulak bekerja, lg terasa. huhu Hmm.. seems like i'm not goin to spend much coz got no salary to spend on . lolx But its ok.. waiting for my family to come on the 18th of Sept to go for Raya Shopping! huhu Next week, a couple of my frewns are coming back home for Raya. Cant wait to see them! hey, heres some pictures i took of the Excite Fitness Center's Instructors for my reports. Enjoy n toodles! and, enjoy the last 10 days of Puasa everyone!

the feeling inside

hmm.. dunno what to expect.

dunno what to assume.

dunt know what to do.

cant get hooked up.

"remember Rai, no strings attached". yes. am trying my best to not to feel it that much .

. haha .

when u own it, u know u'll have it forever (with God's will).
but, if u cant own it, it is when u want it the most.

hmm.. really2 am feeling an empty space rite now.

. bored . tired . lonely .

really like to feel to b Loved again. what i meant is, to be taken care and important to someone.
just a little less of you makes me feels quite lonely coz i'm soo used to have you around. but now?

what i'm trying to say is that, i miss him.
n i do need the feel of enjoyment n excitement.

well, i know the 'no string attach' label means that i cant expect anything from it.
but how if it suddenly has feelings? suddenly it slowly gets serious?

. NO RAI . stop here . please?

the pact has already spoken.


n that is what i'm saying about,

i want u but i cant have u.


duh~ what am i saying? haha.. k now, ignore what i've just said above. Thank you. :)


p/s: i know no one reads this. (especially not u pitbull!) thats y i wrote it. LOL!
just to let it out of my chest. :) now i think i feel soo much better.

do i?

:: 01SEPT2009 ::

pics taken in Alamanda, Putrajaya while waiting for our MyKad to be done. :P